:Hiding: Well I am back. I fell off the wagon awhile ago. I have gained ALOT of weight. How much? I have no idea as I am scared to get on the scale. I am starting back on phase 1 tomorrow. My husband has vowed to support and help me through this. I am very unhappy with myself, my body, my weight at this point. I really want to lose the weight though, for many reasons. I don't want to be as uncomfortable in my body this summer as I was last summer. I want to lose weight so I can get pregnant and not be so uncomfortable. The list goes on. I will need lots of support and help through this, I hope that I can help others too.